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I Couldn't Bear to Open My Eyes

from Catalpa by Redskalli

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one more sip famous last words
asleep or dead nothing hurts
nothing at all who said that
there's voices directed at me
coming out from behind that screen
awake unafraid inside i'm dreaming
sleep paralysis of demons
it's exactly as it seems

on the other side of consciousness
i take a risk
double down on all my farthest reaches
so it balances
paradox sleep walking contradiction
inconsistency
see what you did to me

on the other side of decadence
i'd board and sit
in the early clutch of morning
on another trip down where everyone was going
til the day they quit
toss and turn around cause either way i look at it
i still don't fit
on the other side of dampness
i'm desiccated
in the mouth a desert
desolate
heart pounding like a runaway freight locomotive
could have foretold this

four lightbulbs cast shadows
directionless arrows
they don't show where they go
only know with eyes closed

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from Catalpa, released June 18, 2023
Redskalli – vocals, synth, production

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